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Friday Flow 7/17/20
Stillness Calls Me Forward Into The Unknown
What I once knew about life has changed shape and is no longer true for me anymore. I sit here watching the world morph into something dark, bright, and everything in-between as I fight to break free from the darkness of the past that holds me hostage.
As I sit down to meditate this morning, I feel a chill in the air. Meditation has become a ritual for me and a must to enter the state of flow and creativity I am seeking.
Silence sits around me, and it calls to me to find new light. Stillness urges me to step forward, into the unfamiliar world, as I drop deeper with my breath and find strength.
My new life has caught me off guard. I have been calling for these moments my entire life. But, parts of me feel trapped somewhere between the past and future, and I feel far from the present.
Change has called me here, but I am afraid of the new world I face. I know that if I continue to resist, I will never be able to unleash the gifts that burn deep within my soul.
I have finally been given the space to call into everything I want from life, yet I feel the pull of darkness as he surrounds all of who I am. I find ways to get grounded. Journaling and writing have become part of me because I know they give me the courage to keep moving forward.
