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Friday Flow 11/13/20
In a place filled with uprising and creativity, you cling to the busyness of the world, looking for life. But you will not find the answers you seek if you attach your worth to what you achieve.-GK
To reconnect with parts of me that feel lost, I have been slowing down. In these moments of stillness, between acceptance and resistance, I feel the fierceness of wild storm brewing inside of me. I am no stranger to this storm, as it is so strong some days it feels as if I am lifted from the earth beneath me.
In the early mornings, I flow, I step into the eye of the storm and feel grounded in the midst of the chaos. Even in uncertainty, I can watch the world morph around me as everything calms down. In silence, I see and feel all that is with me at this moment. There are truths in front of me I do not like, but I am sitting here with an open heart.
Sometimes when we are in deep suffering, we wish for the pain to come to an end. And I have come to recognize, while these disdain moments can lead to a disconnect of who we are and who we want to become, the storm is there to remind us to connect with our hearts.
I write freely to fully release myself from the chaos. I am here with my wounds as many of you are, because life is, and will always be a heavy storm of things. In order to return home to ourselves, and become intimate with the…