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Friday Flow 10/23
It’s a complete mindfuck, as you go against everything you’ve ever been taught to believe -GK
Sitting there in silence when the world is fast asleep, my pain comes to life. The internal struggle I face is my portal to the divine parts of me I have ignored for many years. My words form in the shape of a mentor guiding me into the unknown.
Where does it hurt? I ask myself in the midst of my writing malaise. Deep in the center of my solar plexus is a calling waiting to be released. I am terrified of this feeling, but I will not let it stop me from sharing my gift with the world.
With no judgments of my past, or who I am today, I connect with my breath and let my wounds turn into something more purposeful than shame and regret. It is the release I need to befriend all of my sufferings.
Every word I write softens the pain I feel. In these moments, I connect to my heart and replace darkness with the unconditional love from a father to a little girl. I get lost as my thoughts drift away and there is no need to hold on or let my mind pick back what does not serve me.
Beliefs and choices are thread together in the fabric of life. Every choice leads to another, and any attempt to escape from the uncomfortable beliefs you have about yourself will only lead to choices that keep you forever stuck in a world that doesn’t…
