Friday Feelings— 11/1/19

A place where I flex my emotional muscles “

I needed to write this today. I feel lost and disconnected from the world. So I guess I’ll start with that.

This year has been an emotional roller coaster.

Lost relationships.

Lost money.

Lost self.

Naturally, I feel disconnected to myself and every around me. And that sucks.

But it’s beautiful to be here in the moment of uncertainty. To speak my truth and not be worried about what others think or say.

I feel a rebirth coming. All the bullshit washes away at this moment as life gets thrown upside down.

There’s no room for pretending because at the core of all this pain of feeling disconnected is my truth.

So much power is here as I watch the world change from a different lens for the first time in my life.

Right after I publish this, I’m going to crush a workout and spend time with my daughter.

Because I’m finally letting go of life, I’ve been needing to hold on to and embracing the one that is meant to be.